yET aNOTHER yEAR eNDS

Am sitting, rather lying down on my bed, looking at the pics uploaded by my dear matka batchmates thinking "What changed in Past 1 Year?".."Did I gain choosing B.Tech. CSE IIT Kharagpur tag for myself over Dual Elec IIT Bombay?".."Do I miss being in place I always did think about getting out of when I was in?"..What exactly did happen ?..

Before I forget..kudos to PJ for the website developed picturising half of us who joined 5 years ago at 1600 Hrs below the plastic roof (This is what I thought the top to be made up of then) getting introduced to the professors and I couldn't stop thinking.."There are nothing other than computers in these rooms..What do they do with so many of them!!!!"

As far as I can see KGP through the transparent pictures put up on Picasa/website, I don't see much of a change. Yeah a few more people lost their heart while there must have been a few broken hearts..A few others grew their hair long and I can see some have lost a lot of them..A few might have gained up CG n a few might have slipped a bit......But what I see is just faces..what I have is just memories..the pictures are almost the exact replica of last year..the same people..the same nescafe, the same department, the same professors..jst 2 small difference..

a) The common people in this year and last year picture have shifted to RHS with LHS being occupied by this year people 

b) We, the so called Pass outs, are missing

Just a few thoughts that cross quite frequently:

When we were at KGP, I never had enough money to have party everyday still never was such a situation that we didn't party when did want and now when I have money I look out for people..when we were at KGP, I never did feel lonely even being alone in room for the whole day and now I sometimes feel alone even in the fully packed malls..when we were at KGP, I wanted to buy laptop in place of my desktop just being fascinated about the Wi-Fi connection and now I own 1 still don't know what the big deal is it..when we were at KGP, I never had a night when I didn't complain about the place and now I miss the same the most..when we were at KGP, I always cursed the weather about being unpredictable and now we have to enjoy the endless summers with neither past winter to remember nor future spring to wait for..when we were at KGP, I fascinated about having cards in my purse and now I have many of them and still I feel nothing...when we were at KGP, I had a series of night outs sometimes doing nothing and now nights with work are cursed 

The concept of WE seems fading into I..the quarrel over small things and sorting it over dinner seems to be inappropriate..the habbit of respect/bitching to/about seniors, loving juniors, endless bhaat sessions seems to be almost forgotten..tea in kulhars seem to be an insult..that is what diffrentiates me, the so called professional, from the KGPian..

Am I missing KGP?..I donno..Am I missing people at KGP..YES!!! I surely do...I ever did and ever will...

now, some one month later a batch would passout of KGP and again perhaps would never be together..I would never be able to meet 

halucinating Doggie, 

ever enthusiastic deepak darling n PJ, 

loaded Tiwari, 

Cool nanda, 

class bunkers Tolay n Reddy, 

Mayuri n Mallu dude, 

laughing Kaku, 

Raka trying his hands on PJ, 

ever smiling monkey n manocha, 

10 pointer Khan baba, 

the ready with answer chaddi, 

the Ganwar, 

the quiet Sarkar, 

Bagchi, the face maker, 

the amazing pair Pandey n DK, 

the paper guy, Sethi sahab 

all at one place..

I really missed being with you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............